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Maybe it wasn't...but if I'm remembering it correctly, you were still in your right mind for all of it. Weren't you? I don't think you were playing any sort of part like I was, necessarily.

I was, [~~about as much as he can ever be, anyway,~~] but you weren't, right?
This place makes you do weird stuff all the time.
You didn't mean it and you didn't even hurt me for real, so it's fine.

As far as I remember...I was about as convinced I -was- Dracula as anyone could be. It wasn't until the memories started trickling back that I realized what had happened.

I'm so relieved to hear that. I know we haven't spoken much, but I couldn't help but feel terrible for what I'd done afterwards.

It's okay!

Just... I mean this is probably obvious but I don't actually want to be your servant
I know I just said I was in my right mind, but I didn't mean THAT part.

[DOPPIO...]

Don't worry, I wouldn't possibly expect anything like that from you. You just said what you felt like you had to in the moment, right?

Yeah.
For all I knew, you were actually gonna kill me.

I very well might have, too. I'm...very glad it didn't end up coming to that.

Just know that if anything like that happens again, you have my permission to knock some sense into me. One knows I deserved it!

You want me to fight you?

Huh?

No no no, not now! I'm just saying, if things ever happened to get dire, I wouldn't be upset...

RIGHT still!
I just mean I'm not much of a fighter.

It isn't as if I am, either. I've learned a few things here and there, but...more for self defense purposes, really.

Really? That sounds handy.

It's been useful. Though I do hope I don't have to really put it to use.

I dunno…
You know what kind of place we’re in.

I do. As much as I've tried to live as normal of a life as I can, here. It's never so easy as that, is it?

I mean, just the "eating" stuff alone makes it kind of... you know
Even if you don't have to worry about that, most people around you do.

Wait, unless that part's normal for you?
Since you were a cookie?

I wouldn't exactly call it "normal", but...it isn't as wild of a concept as it might have been otherwise, I suppose.

It is still a great fear of mine.

Yeah, I bet.
It's not like the people here AREN'T afraid of monsters.

It makes sense it would be a universal fear. And it always feels unfair to me how little of a say we have in the matter. I can at least take comfort in the fact that I don't have to kill people directly to survive.

But not everyone gets that.

Oh, because you're a vampire? So you can just drink a bit and let people go?

That's right. Though that's not usually how I go about it. I can get blood from humans who donate to blood banks specifically for monsters who need it without ever having to bite someone.

But it's only a temporary solution. I do have to feed directly at least once in a while...the instinct gets to me.

Instinct, huh... That's kind of scary.

[Hopefully Sparkling doesn't get all Dracula-y about it!]

It can be. I've found it's easier now that I know to expect it. I can plan around it, mostly.

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